Category Archives: reflections

Caretaking case study — Healing and Reflections

I haven’t written for a while… partially, because I don’t know where the fuzzy line of legality lies, so I am going to use the rule of thumb I learned in my 20 years of being a Landmark Education graduate: you can share your own experience to your heart’s desire.

So I am sharing my own experience of Pam Ragland’s work, “Quantum Thought Shifting” which is an 8-month program, and I am in the middle of it…

There is a distinction that I never heard before Pam’s program, called “caretaking.”

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Inside/outside perspectives

If a worm is in an apple, its view of the world is that it’s white and moist. But when it works its way out, what does it see? There is a whole world out there with a different landscape.

This is how we live.

We’re stuck inside our own minds yet we think we see the whole picture. We don’t. We need others’ views to help us see the truth.

Does your world look limited or hopeless? Find someone who loves you and talk to them. Really talk to them. If you need to, you can talk to me… just email to make sure I have time.

My Truth

The crucial moment of the Elite Trainers Boot Camp, for me, was in a breakthrough exercise. We were told that we had only 24 hours to live, and were asked to write down all the stuff that we regretted, never completed, dreamed about and never went for… I didn’t have much on my sheet. I heard heavy breathing, an occasional sob. I was peaceful.

Then we were lead to where the “execution” would take place, and before we were blindfolded, we were reminded that this will be the last glance we would have at the world. I looked around, and noticed how blue the lake was, how striking the reflecting of the trees looked in the water, and had a deep pain in my heart. I found something that I wanted.

In the whole process, while blindfolded, I was seeing the lake and the trees, and I was softly weeping. Other than that image, I was very OK to die. It was long overdue.

In fact, 37 years overdue. Read more »

What Larisa is working on…

My beautiful girl friend Larisa Belliveau is working on a new project: marketing cell phone shields that seem to make talking on the cell phone less bothersome, and hopefully prevent brain cancer. Especially teenagers are at risk: their brain is still in the development stage, and brain cancer is on the rise. I will inform you about the developments: I will do some of her marketing. To be continued…

What’s new… and how I turned things around

I came back last Friday from the Ultimate Leadership camp quite ill… my upper lip was covered with fever blisters, about 20 bruises from paint ball, shivering and incoherent.

I made a stop at my chiropractor and then went to sleep about 50 hours of severely disturbed sleep: I was marching with my squad mates in my dream, delirious, exhausted.

It took me till Tuesday to be able stay up and get some work done, but I felt very tired and took frequent breaks.

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